NOTD Cupcake

@sciella #nails #cupcake

A photo posted by 조안나 (@joethel) on Nov 6, 2012 at 7:40am PST

NOTD Pink Leopard Print

Reposting an old pic

#nail

A photo posted by 조안나 (@joethel) on Sep 16, 2012 at 10:47pm PDT

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Joethel @ Bali

Shop lah #throwback #Bali

A photo posted by 조안나 (@joethel) on Sep 21, 2015 at 4:13am PDT

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The Coffee Talk

This is a conversation between my mom and I during my visit to my parent's house this in the evening:

Mom: *served me a cup of drink* Here's your drink.
Me: *look at the cup and then check the time on my watch. Approx. 8.30-9.00p.m.* A coffee at this time?
Mom: It's o.k. Tomorrow is a holiday anyway.

Me is not really a coffee drinker. I drink coffee occasionally. So, for me drinking coffee after dinner means you wants to stay awake for the night.

I am the kind of person who can survive the day without a coffee. I just not addicted to the coffee-caffeine, I guess. I am more a cocoa type of person. A thick plain iced Milo is my favorite drink. Just thinking of it makes me go 'yummmm...' :p

Anyway, thanks for the holiday reminder mom.

Happy Labour Day, Malaysians!

-xoxo-
joethel

Photo credit: https://www.flickr.com/photos/spaceageboy/

Fixing A Broken Heart

Left alone at home last night... without a thing to do... the TV is on, but nothing interest me ... I opened my laptop, tried to continue my work... D*** H***!!! I cannot concentrate on that either.

Alone... alone... alone... I hate this feeling... It makes me started thinking about so many things... even the stupidest thing in the world a person could've ever thought.... :'(

It has been 5 nights in a row... I cried myself 'til sleep... This guilt... It's haunting my mind... I can't stop thinking about what had happened. Blame it on me! Blame it on me!.... d***! now the Akon's song came on my mind...

"...If I can't apologize for being wrong

Then it's just a shame on me

I am the reason for your pain

You can put the blame on me..."

As I was about to sleep... you text me. Saying that you were thinking about the same thing, and it's bugging you... I am so sorry.... blame it on me! blame it on me!... These tears of guilt keep pouring and pouring... This heart full of fears keep screaming... it wonders, when will this pain ends... it hurts for cause this heart has gave you pain... I'm sorry...

I'm asking for a second chance..dear, give me time... to fix all the mess I've made... I know that I can't turn back the time... It's gonna be hard for us to pass through this pain... Although I know, life will never be the same again...just give me the chance to lead us back to the path we've made...the path that I almost destroyed.

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Lo Que Pero, Pero...

What ever may be, be... That's the meaning of the Spanish quotes...

My situation.....it's complicated.

I have made one big mistake. Really big, which I myself would not forgive myself. (?_?')

I am a human, and I made mistakes...but, often we never realize we make mistake until it's too late...and when that happens, one thing that you regret the most is, realizing the facts that you can never be able to turn back time. 

Now, I wish I would just... disappear from this place... becoming invisible... being far away from everyone that I know... being in a place where nobody knows me...

What I am feeling right now, has no difference of still being unhealed from my previous sickness. What is the purpose of being healed if I'm still with having this frown face?

There's a song that says.... "smile though your heart is aching, smile even though it's breaking... "

when it comes to heartache which appears to be cause by your own mistakes...you can never smile... especially, when the word "Sorry" has no meaning at this point... 'Guilty' - that's the correct word to describe my situation...

My life has become so miserable... this good girl is no longer a good girl... or probably I've never been good afterall... I have disappoint so many people around me... yes, disappoint YOU, whom are reading this post, too...

I have no other better words than to say I am really sorry... although I know it's meaningless to you. Sorry I screwed everything... I know I don't deserve a forgiveness... and I know, life after this will never be the same.

No need for me to mention what happens...words will spread itself quickly... soon, you will know.

I am really, really sorry... that's all that I could say....

I accept whatever might gonna come after this...

Lo que pero, pero... :'(

~xoxo~

Ada serupa ka?

 JoEtheL vs CatInLimeHat

(cat photo credit to Mr.Google)

Glad that I can smile normally again....

yeap, This year resolution:

Smile & Laugh & Smile & Laugh & Smile & Laugh & Smile & Laugh

& Smile & Laugh & Smile & Laugh & Smile & Laugh

& Smile & Laugh & Smile & Laugh

& Smile & Laugh

~xoxo~

New Look

Sorry for not updating my blog for quite some time...been veerrrrrrrrrrrrryyyyyyyyyy busy this lately.

OK...

Now I'm gonna introduce my new look... :D

ready?

Taddddaaaaaa........

Joethel - The Short Hair Version......

shortttt!!!!

Was cut on 14th November 2010 (Sunday)

...evening...

right after 'mengulam' date with girlfriends... :D

bye bye...long hair... :'(

Front view

Right-side view

Left-side view

Rear view :p

 Trying out different styles.....

 layan je la.....haha!

zassss!!!

One(1) reason why I don't like short hair is because of this....ada2 je hair pointed out.

Additional Info.....Just FYI...LOL!

 (trying out my new eyeshadow palette - gonna do a separate review for this)
I colored my eyelid brown to match my contact lens - see next image :)

New! Fresh Kon contact lens - GLITTER BROWN
can u see my eyes glittering??? LMAO!

That's all for today's entry...chao! :D

~xoxo~

Time To Say Goodbye

How long has it been since Lady EtheL's last design change...?

Finally, Lady EtheL has changed her look...

I'm so glad I did it within just a few minutes... with the help of the new template designer. setting..and tadaaa....presenting you the new look of Lady EtheL... haha...of course the background image seem..ehemm...self-exposure...ehemm... what ever! Why would I name it Lady EtheL if it's not me behind it , right?...teeheehee

However... I still miss Lady EtheL's old look...I love it because it is sooo...ME! maybe because I've been wearing it for too long...(it shows how loyal I am :p)..Well! Some-thing needs changes sometimes! just like humans too...Oh! by the way, my Silver Jubilee date is just around the corner...yeah, change...change!

Still keep the backup template though...

~xoxo~

Please Ignore this...

Hi all, if you're reading this post...you can just ignore this...It's just a test post..heh...sorry..

My name is Joanna..and I am an internet addict... besides this Lady Ethel's blog, you can find me here too ☟[just click any link below]:

• Ruai Ana
• Facebook
• Twitter
• Myspace
• Friendster
• DailyBooth
  
• Youtube
• Flickr
• Photobucket
• Multiply

...and some other places on web I currently forgot. I will update soon as I remember ok...

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All About JoEtheL

sharing is caring... hehe...

First of all let me introduce my new page that i just tried out. Visit my page : http://www.netvibes.com/joethel

I tried my best to simplify my browsing activity... also to keep track on my bookmarks... and to get as many latest updates from the net as possible... Atlast, after searching and comparing all top personal homepage available on the net... I choose Netvibes. Netvibes allows me to customize and publicize my page besides giving variety options to bookmark my favorite websites.

PageFlake, I rated as second best personalized homepage... I almost signup to this in the first place though... but then, I don't choose this just because I'm not sure whether it allows me to publicize my page...

My Yahoo!... My first homepage... Everyone who signed up for Yahoo have this.. I guess.....

Others like iGoogle, Microsoft Live and Alot.com are also good...

Here are some of the images of my homepage:

I share my page... I share my bookmarks... means I care for you...yes, YOU!! you read this.. muahx... *wink wink*

~xoxo~